So. I’m officially scared out of my mind.
I’ve been looking at financial stuff for seminary. And the reality of me not having any money. And not working much. And school being expensive. And leaving everyone behind. And going on my own to the ONE city I NEVER wanted to live in. Oh my goodness.
I’m sure I just look terrified too. I’d hate to have someone actually look at my face. They’d probably ask me if I’m ok. If I’m going to throw up.
My heart is pounding and I’m really tense. Nervous, scared, excited. All in one. I think it’s time to end this seminary session for the day and think about it later. Like. Tomorrow. When I’m babysitting my sister’s kids.
I’m really excited about this, but the reality is TERRIFYING!!!!